If you have read my last post about my encounter on Suicide Bridge you should (I guess) remember whatever I have been through.
However, some time has passed after that and as I was busy with my business as well as with my profession I could not blog that much. However, on 4th December night, I remember I was on the train on my way to Ahmedabad, Gujrat (India) for some meeting stuff these memories came back to my mind.
Just to divert my mind when I logged in to facebook from my phone I saw something that made me believe that whatever happened to me or with me on Suicide bridge was not to harm me but to warn me that I was about to face.
Remember I mentioned about that only person or “friend” whom I could think of on that situation on suicide bridge? I faced betrayal, treachery, the blame of falsification from that person. I was blamed about something which hurt me, and I have already decided to lodge a complaint against myself because he would not. I know I never did anything, but only if… 😢
However, about my Suicide Bridge experience, I now feel that it was a warning that was given to me that night which I could not understand. Have I not been so stupid, I would have realized earlier that I am about to be a scapegoat.
But I do not regret being a scapegoat. I regret that how could I not understand what was going to happen to with me.
I do not know what entity was that but I am really thankful to it.
However, after 4th December 3 good things happened and my life is back on track.
I received an award for blogging on Mental Health awareness, you can now google my blog for mental illness and find me easily.
2ndly I finally got transferred to the Educational Counseling department as a Student Psychologist. 😊😊
And lastly, I am back with the person for whom I had waited for so long. Yes, we had our share of issues and heck a lot of fights, I was misguided by people who I thought were my well-wishers. Moreover, I am happy now and I guess whatever happens there is always a definite reason behind that.😉
Well, I still do not date but I believe in love. Always did.
Because you never know 😊😉