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Life is Weird… Isn’t it?

October 3, 2020 by Moni 55 Comments

I was supposed to come back to Gujarat (India) on 13th September 2020, but I recently came back on 23rd September.

If you remember I told you how afraid I was, to go back. I had been afraid that my past memories with X will engross me, and I might be more depressed as I am now, but I guess I am better.

Now, better doesn’t mean I don’t remember him. I often wonder (in my free time), what might have happened if he were here when I came back.

I remember, from 17th May when I came home (Mumbai) until 21st June (2020) he kept on texting me, “I miss you, come back”, but on 27th when he went back to Gurgaon, his version changed. When I begged him to talk to me and tried to remind him of his messages, he denied them… He said, “When did I tell you that I miss you”……………..

 

Life would have been different if he were here when I came back.

The flat in which he lived as a tenant in front of my apartment has been given to someone else by the landlord, everything has changed in 4 months.

Everything…..

I don’t know if I would consider myself lucky or unlucky… Life is weird you know…..

 

My life is really weird………………

 

 

The Past often haunts though… 

Here’s the full Story of how my dreams shattered.

 

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Filed Under: Lifestyle Tagged With: empath, I miss him, I miss my ex, Life of a normal girl, Love is painful, pain of love

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Comments

  1. Amber Myers says

    October 7, 2020 at 2:47 pm

    I so agree, life is weird. It’s been super weird these past few months, that’s for sure.

    Reply
  2. Ivan Jose says

    October 7, 2020 at 3:41 pm

    Life indeed has a lot of twists and turns. Anyway, we are where we were meant to be.

    Reply
  3. Julia Hess says

    October 7, 2020 at 5:35 pm

    Girl I am hooked! Now I want to know what might have happened. But it sounds like you are better off. You will do wonderful things in the weird life.

    Reply
  4. Paula Stewart says

    October 7, 2020 at 6:53 pm

    I think life would have been harder if he had been there when you returned. Life has a way of working out the way it is supposed to.

    Reply
  5. Mosaics Lab says

    October 7, 2020 at 8:19 pm

    oh well, life is amazing in my opinion but some people are weird and unethical…

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  6. Yanitza Ninett says

    October 7, 2020 at 11:57 pm

    Changes are always good. Maybe it’s time for a change!

    Reply
  7. Crickette, The Things I Have to Say says

    October 8, 2020 at 8:31 am

    I know how you feel… and I agree with you, better doesn’t mean you have forgotten the person or the pain he brought into your life (and so forth). I think most of that stays with you. It will become part of who you are.

    And when you’re OK with that, you know you’re better.

    Reply
  8. Krista says

    October 8, 2020 at 9:13 am

    Sometimes it’s better if you aren’t able to see the person so I think it’s good for you in the long run that he wasn’t there.

    Reply
  9. Samuel Harris says

    October 8, 2020 at 9:48 am

    Life IS wierd

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  10. Britt K says

    October 8, 2020 at 3:48 pm

    Life is weird but I’m a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. Maybe you have been spared a much more difficult experience with him down the road by moving on now? I know it’s difficult when we don’t necessarily know the outcome of the different roads that we travel in life, but I do know that there are great things ahead just waiting for you!

    Reply
  11. Mary says

    October 8, 2020 at 4:54 pm

    Life definitely is weird! Things never seem to turn out how we think. Everything changes, especially right now in these times.

    Reply
  12. LazyMommy says

    October 8, 2020 at 6:12 pm

    The whole world has been weird for this year for everyone in this pandemic. What you have isn’t weird. It’s life and all of life has to offer – love, heartache, happiness, sadness, weird, joy and many many others! I don’t know what is ahead of you but I’m sure there be tons of wonderful things and experiences! 🙂

    Reply
  13. Candace Hampton says

    October 8, 2020 at 7:08 pm

    Life is certainly very weird. I have always found comfort in a quote by The Beatles, “Life is what happens while you’re busy making other plans”. It reminds me of how small we are and how much circumstance dictates our lives.

    Reply
  14. Di Hickman says

    October 8, 2020 at 8:57 pm

    2020 has been weird, period! Honestly you’re feelings aren’t weird. Typical after a breakup to feel a loss, or hole. The important thing is to remember that when you let something go, you are making room in your life for something better!

    Reply
  15. Simon Starchevsky says

    October 9, 2020 at 3:31 am

    Life is strange, but the only thing that is constant in it is the change. Here, it looks like the fact that he’s not there anymore is for the best. Nobody needs someone who uses deception to manipulate you.

    Reply
  16. Indya | The Small Adventurer says

    October 9, 2020 at 6:20 am

    Well, it is clear that he is not worth your time if his mind and heart can change as quickly as that. I hope that you continue to work on moving on and bettering yourself. I know that I don’t know what happened between you two, but someone who can go from saying how much they miss you, then turn around and deny that they ever said that, does not deserve to have you in their life. You WILL find someone who treats you right! Until then, keep treating yourself right. You can do it!

    Reply
  17. Michael says

    October 9, 2020 at 8:46 am

    Interesting perspective with regards to the situation.. Well, its better that way than be negative right? good job

    Reply
  18. Jona Shares says

    October 9, 2020 at 12:28 pm

    I guess right now, almost all of us would think that life is indeed weird due to the pandemic all around the world. But still we need to look at the bright side and be positive.

    Reply
  19. Luna S says

    October 9, 2020 at 4:40 pm

    It is crazy how quickly things can chance, but sometimes it is for the best.

    Reply
  20. Bethan Taylor-Swaine says

    October 9, 2020 at 5:06 pm

    It’s always so weird going back to places that you associate with particular times in your life, especially when the scars are raw. It will get easier with time x

    Reply
  21. Sarah M says

    October 9, 2020 at 6:44 pm

    Life won’t stop for any being so let it go. Things happen for a good reason.

    Reply
  22. Eric Gamble says

    October 9, 2020 at 8:31 pm

    Life is weird for sure but change actually isnt. In fact, if you truly think about it, Change is one of the few things in life that is constant. I know that sounded totally weird and confusing but it is true!
    Anyways, I am glad you were able to return and to be honest, I am glad you came back to a somewhat different set up. Less painful reminders or cues pulling you back to a world you no longer need to be in.

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  23. melissa says

    October 10, 2020 at 1:29 am

    Everything always happens for a reason. If it’s meant for you then it will come back to you.

    Reply
  24. Nkem says

    October 10, 2020 at 6:24 am

    Indeed, life is weird. Happy to hear that you are getting better though. Keep healing!

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  25. sumit walia says

    October 10, 2020 at 6:37 am

    things change and life moves on .. that is how we get caught in the influx of this existence

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  26. Sundeep says

    October 10, 2020 at 8:55 am

    Stop blaming yourself and life just because it didn’t work out. Everyone we meet in life plays a role, some stay and some go. If you really want to heal from heartbreak, you have to let go of your expectations. And yes such things happens for a good reason

    Reply
  27. Kevine says

    October 10, 2020 at 2:07 pm

    This was a very powerful story, I know it can be a challenge especially having to go back to places that he caused you pain.

    Reply
  28. Michele says

    October 10, 2020 at 2:11 pm

    A lot can happen in 4 months. Out of sight out of mind.

    Reply
  29. Sweta Papaiyawala says

    October 10, 2020 at 4:04 pm

    I am surely in awe reading this. Just want to know what all happened but I can see that you have moved on and yes u r right life is weird. You never know what it will throw at you next. Love and lights with you.

    Reply
  30. Chesz D says

    October 10, 2020 at 4:45 pm

    You see, part of becoming stronger is when you acknowledge the places you and your ex went. Remembering doesn’t always mean you still love him but it’s because of the memories you shared. You cannot move on if you don’t overcome the past, and everything in it

    Reply
  31. Mayuri says

    October 10, 2020 at 6:06 pm

    Life is indeed weird! And this year has been crazy for me…but I guess that’s what is life all about. I was supposed to travel back to my hometown and I couldn’t. Next year, I hope things get a little better!

    Reply
  32. Urvashi says

    October 10, 2020 at 7:23 pm

    What’s the full story. What changed in these 4 months. I want to know more. I hope you are safe and taking care of yourself.

    Reply
    • Moni says

      October 10, 2020 at 11:43 pm

      Well, there’s a lot…

      Reply
  33. Stella says

    October 11, 2020 at 1:49 am

    One thing i am pretty sure will happen is that in a year you will struggle to remember all these feelings. This too shall pass. I love it though how you found an outlet in writing and expressing these feelings.

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  34. blair villanueva says

    October 11, 2020 at 4:22 am

    Life is indeed weird but I see it in a positive weirdness. The time will come that you will meet the person that will make you happy.

    Reply
  35. Rahul Prabhakar says

    October 11, 2020 at 6:00 am

    Every bad relationship is a lesson but it is also an opportunity. Personally I can relate to what you’re saying. If I were you, I would move on.

    Reply
    • Moni says

      October 11, 2020 at 3:14 pm

      Is it that easy?

      Reply
  36. Kenneth says

    October 11, 2020 at 11:19 am

    Life is indeed weird but always remember that it must go on too! Ask for signs on how you want your life is going to be, God will do the rest!

    Reply
  37. ISHANI NATH says

    October 11, 2020 at 5:13 pm

    Life is indeed weird, there are so many twists and turns and there lies the challenge.

    Reply
  38. Hang Around The World says

    October 11, 2020 at 7:33 pm

    Yes, life is weird and we can’t have the control of it but we have to live it fully. Everything happen for a reason and we are part of it. Positivity. – Paolo

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  39. Michele says

    October 11, 2020 at 9:40 pm

    You thought it was going to be weird when you went back home, at least he is not in the apartment. Hopefully, things can get back to normal for you.

    Reply
  40. tweenselmom says

    October 11, 2020 at 10:27 pm

    There are things in life that is difficult to explain. These things put mystery in our lives.

    Reply
  41. Viano says

    October 12, 2020 at 12:25 am

    Good thing he didn’t return. You’ll heal faster and I sincerely thing you’re better of without him.

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  42. Rhonda Albom says

    October 12, 2020 at 2:50 am

    2020 has been weird everywhere. It sounds like it is better that he wasn’t around.

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  43. Kathleen Cregg says

    October 12, 2020 at 2:58 am

    Just hope you are safe and healthy! Life is weird and has its moments. Always try and look for the silver linings!

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  44. Rose Ann Sales says

    October 12, 2020 at 9:44 am

    I think you’re better off without him. Everything happens for a reason.

    Reply
  45. Hannah says

    October 12, 2020 at 11:36 am

    Life really is strange and we never know what will happen next. However, life has its way of working out things so just stay positive and alert and think rationally while trusting in the process.

    Reply
  46. Tingandthings says

    October 12, 2020 at 6:29 pm

    Thanks for sharing this. I find it very relatable. God bless

    Reply
  47. Yudith says

    October 12, 2020 at 9:01 pm

    Life is amazing, human is weird. Human makes everything difficult.

    Reply
  48. rachel says

    October 13, 2020 at 4:05 am

    Listen girl… you aren’t alone. My life is weird, too. Like, really freaking weird.

    Reply
  49. Rose Ann Sales says

    October 13, 2020 at 11:17 am

    Life is full of surprise, and everything happens for a reason. I’m sure you’ll move on.

    Reply
  50. Vera Ida says

    October 13, 2020 at 4:04 pm

    2020 is weird. too many people killed by covid-19. too man phenomenal is happening in 2020

    Reply
  51. Everything Enchanting says

    October 13, 2020 at 7:28 pm

    I know it sounds cliche, but trust me whatever happens, happens for good! Right now, you’ll feel weird and restless, but give some time, hun! Never settle for less darling because you deserve the best, only ❤️

    Reply
  52. Merveille Maroya-Powell says

    October 22, 2020 at 5:37 pm

    I would agree that life is weird. I sometimes wonder if it would all make sense on a map. What if we could see the map of our whole life? Would it still be weird?

    Reply
  53. Kenneth says

    December 13, 2020 at 8:48 pm

    who knows maybe both of you just need some time off,,,and by the time you come back it might you and him are still for each other,,,, as you have said life is WEIRD

    Reply

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